The big problem is my face...I absolutely HATE how I look, I see myself in the mirror, even when my hair looks great and I have makeup on I still cringe. I'm a few weeks shy of turning 19 and I feel like I still look 15 and I have a fair amount of baby fat on my face that doesn't help the situation. If you were to see a picture of my face you would think I was 50-60 pounds heavier than I really am. I hate my nose (it's big) and because I have a fat face (it's like a fat oval shape) my eyes and lips (which are actually GOOD features) get lost and the focus (IMO) goes to my big nose and chubby cheeks.
I don't know what to do and I constantly find myself complaining and even I'M sick of it :( I just want to feel pretty again, Hell, I can't even accept it when a friend tells me I'm pretty because I find it impossible to believe. Another thing that doesn't help is that in terms of personality I'm really confident, I flirt a lot with guys and am friendly and have a good sense of humor, etc...But I've never had a boyfriend for more than a month (and there has only been one REAL case of that)...Guys aren't interested in me, plain and simple...It's not that I am dying to be in a relationship because i'm happy being single, I've just never felt "Wanted" by a guy and the aforementioned one month "real relationship" was with a guy who wanted me a little too much and it was a little creepy.
Anyway, any advice would help...I'm hoping this is a phase I'm about to grow out of and that I'll learn to find the beauty in myself and stop whining about this....Thanks everyone